Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Weak

My teeth are terrible. With no exageration I probably have gum disease and gingevitis. I have to go to the dentist tomorrow for the first time in 2 years. Not since Grade 12 before graduating. I am terrified. . .

This is when I realize how weak I am. How I am in complete pain right now because of the pain in my mouth (from flossing). I am reduced to silence and fear. If I am amazed by any of my abilities, it is my ability for pride in a way. I've not really ever been proud as in feeling great or better than others, but when I realize my sheer weakness, it's amazing that I ever feel strong in any way. All it takes is a minor affliction and I'm back to fear and trembling..

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